Fire 🔥
The woman that was birthed into chaos
Childhood filled with monsters Â
Never feeling safe
Never having a sense of security
Always on high alert
Never being able to trust fully
Because the people who were supposed to protect her
Lied constantly
They never pulled those monsters off of her in the middle of the night
Even ignored her cries as she begged for help
She is now an adult with this fire inside
She tries to keep hidden
Afraid she could burn the entire world with one outburst
Even warns people to please be careful with her
If you can’t do certain things to help with her peace of mind
It will be mental and physical torment for her
She has fought her entire life
Being strong has become a burden now
She’s an over thinker
Over analyzing every word
Gesture
Body movement
Facial expression
She had to learn these tactics to survive
She can be difficult some days
Push people away
Self sabotage
Because in her subconscious she believes
She’s just too broken to be loved
No one really cares for her
She’s a burden
A freak
Who in their right mind would ever choose her……
She doesn’t admit these thoughts to anyone
Just tries to hide what’s brewing inside
-RB